dead people storage

i just woke up from a nap

it's 8:10 PM
and it has been dark for at least 2 1/2 hours now
it will likely be dark for the rest of the night
for most of the next 4 months
it's 8:11
and i am pretty fuckin sad...

the darkness that is 6:30 PM has me here,

and that sounds like the gayest fucking teenage
angst filled rock ballad ever contrived
but- it is true
6:31
32
still here
clutching my chest in my hands
like a dying man
a desperate man
depressed
and alone-
hungry
angry
lonely
tired
aware of what is waiting for me
out there
several months of this;
darkness
cold grey skies
autumn
and then winter
november
december
january
february-
waiting
still waiting
6:35
36
fuck
shit
fuck!

the lafayette building is being torn down

demolished
another parking lot, perhaps
a missing tooth in detroit's smile
fuck it
we don't need it anymore
tear it down
tear it down
tear it down...

i am gonna try and do a better job

in novemeber
in december
of posting on my blog
finish the year out strong
start over next year
on a high note
yeah
anyway,
the vikings are beating the packers
back out in to the living room
in to the world
yeah
a better job
whatever...

game 3 of this year's world series

is in a rain delay
so i am here
posting
pictures of the tiger stadium demolition
gone now
one of the greatest ballparks ever built
ever destroyed
a lot of history
gone now
instead
we have a corporate ferris wheel food court behemoth
that is neither good for watching baseball
or for playing baseball
having said that...
back to the living room
waiting
raining
it's october...

i have nothing...