Tuesday, November 3, 2009

the darkness that is 6:30 PM has me here,

and that sounds like the gayest fucking teenage
angst filled rock ballad ever contrived
but- it is true
6:31
32
still here
clutching my chest in my hands
like a dying man
a desperate man
depressed
and alone-
hungry
angry
lonely
tired
aware of what is waiting for me
out there
several months of this;
darkness
cold grey skies
autumn
and then winter
november
december
january
february-
waiting
still waiting
6:35
36
fuck
shit
fuck!

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