Tuesday, June 8, 2010

sometimes

when i'm talking on the phone
with my mother
we will get disconnected due to my poor cell phone signal
i will immediately call her back
it will usually be busy...
i will call again-
busy-
again-
busy-
sometimes,
this takes a few tries...
when i finally do get through to her,
she will ask me, "what happened"
and i will have to explain to her-
again
that i dropped the call...
she is nothing short of confused, every time-
i can picture her on the other end;
not sure what to do?
not sure if she should hang up?
continue to talk?
wait?
call back?
you would think that after 15 years
of me owning a cell phone
she would have the hang of it by now...

fuck
you would think that after 15 years
i would just accept it...
move on...
get a different provider...
i don't know

whatever.
it's june 2010
i have a blog
and i'm trying to post something...
i don't have any hott shit to tell you about
no drugs
or needles
or hookers
no fires
no fights
no guns
i'm in my 30's
white
boring
except for maybe sneaking in to buildings...

it's a work night
an early night
too many calories
too much sleep
not enough prayers
or blessings
poor cell phone coverage
an old mother
with bad hearing
bad bones
poor health
and an impatient son...

sometimes
all the time
anytime

fuck...

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