Thursday, October 21, 2010

i had a lot to say, and

then today happened
this week
this month
this sentence happened...
and now i have nothing
i know less
feel less
more numb
more alone
more restless
irritable
and discontent
i had a lot to say, and
then i lost my faith
found a job
found a house
a car
some blue jeans
a belt that fit
i found 20 dollars
some cd's
some stickers
i had a lot to say, and
then i ate dinner
every night for
7 years straight
instead of going hungry
instead of getting angry
lonely
tired
i found a king size bed
clean sheets
7 pillows
2 dogs
1000 anytime minutes
4 bedrooms
2 cars
1 garage
3 cameras
4 computers
3g
wifi
att
i found a different god
a better god
one more suited
to co-sign my ideas
i had a lot to say, and
then my tv show came on
hd
1080p
dvr
dvd
blu ray
asdf jkl;
thursday happened
life happened
blah
blah blah blah...
twitter
blogger
facebook
fuck shit cock balls and ass
i had a lot say, and
then i said it all

fuck

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