Saturday, January 30, 2010

it's 9:36

on a saturday night
in january
cold
and dark
the reality that is winter
is setting in
gone are the holidays
and presents
and decorations
instead we have
cold
and wind
and snow
and dirty snow
winter in detroit
winter in my heart
my eyes
my soul perhaps?

anyway,
this new house is taking up most of my time
my money
my energy
but it is worth it i say
at least today, that is

anyway
here's a picture of an abandoned automotive factory
in detroit of course

it's saturday night
and we have some luke warm plans for tomorrow
sunday
out in the cold
and the wind
cameras in hand
gripping them with desire
with wanting
needing

anyway...


Monday, January 25, 2010

new house

new home
new noises
sounds
but the old me is here
can't quite shake him
new life
new problems
new solutions
and here i am
in a new room
same desk
typing
blogging
connected to the world wide web...

sitting here;
blinds closed
lights off
just like old times
new times
same blog
new pictures
and new words...

Tuesday, January 19, 2010

so the big move didn't take place a week or so ago,

instead
it will be this weekend!
so i'm unplugging things as we speak...
this room has been good to me,
this home,
this desk,
this chair,
so many words,
pictures,
so much life
and all that goes with it,
the good and the bad
night after night
and now there aren't any more,
at least not here anyway...
movin' on
movin' up
good night
and blah blah blah fucking blah!
until next week...

Thursday, January 14, 2010

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

i have this blog, and

i don't know what to do with it...
i think about quitting
i think about continuing
i think about murder
and hatred
and hiding under my covers
under my bed
in the closet
i have a hammer
and nails
and a heart filled with fear
i think i have about $63 in my checking account-
perhaps i could by some black construction paper
black sheets
black paint
black hole
black heart
black, dark, empty, fuck
i have this blog, and
i have this chemical imbalance
inside of my head
my heart
a lack of faith
or belief
or even worse, both
and i think about quitting this blog
this job
this story
this photo...
whatever happened to not caring
feeling
worrying
just living
oh, that's right
that didn't work out too well for me, but
i have this blog
i have this sore back
this sore shoulder
a sore spot
a sour spot
an empty spot
fill it, fuck it, find it, kill it,
whatever...
i have this blog
but i guess you knew that,
right?

Monday, January 11, 2010

haven't really had any words lately

things aren't going worse
or any better really
i seem to hover around moderate lately...
anyway,
met up with some guys from new york,
hung out in and around detroit
it was nice to go back to some of the same old locations and try to get some better shots...
like i said, not much to say-
this blog is called "pictures of detroit",
not "words of detroit"
so, yeah...