Monday, July 9, 2012

sitting here

at 2:25 pm
designed in part by me
by circumstance
i realize right now
that i am victim of myself
of misfortune
i am victim of poor choices
i am a victim of man
my parents
short sightedness
i am a victim of drugs
and alcohol
and excess
i am a victim of my own insecurities
and fears
they are many
they are most relevant at 2:25 pm
when i am home alone
with the monsters
typing away on this keyboard
i am a victim of insanity
unspeakable pain
and suffering
as well as the slow torment
of self will
and strong feelings

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