Monday, April 4, 2016

i forgot that i was supposed to be blogging again.

i am still here
still alone
surrounded by many.
there are voices
faces
ideas
and grandeur,
i am still here
surrounded by no one.

i can still hear the voices
of so many...
ringing-
in my ears.

i can still hear the voices
of so many
singing-
there are, so many

i am still here
still alone,
among gods,
monsters,
demons.

there are so many

i can still hear the laughter
of one hundred old friends.

ringing

i can still hear the laughter,
of all the strangers
that used to be friends,

there are so many

i forgot that i was supposed to be blogging again;

because life got in the way
because my shoulder got in the way
because, there's an emptiness
that sits in my gut,

and it got in the way

i forgot that i was supposed to be blogging again;

because i had to pay the light bill
because i had to make another deal, with
the god that i understand.
in this life,

that only i comprehend

i forgot that i was supposed to be blogging again
but then i remembered,
so i sat down in this familiar chair

and i tried to put my thoughts into words
and i failed
again

i forgot that i was supposed to be blogging
again

but i tried
so it's ok
and i'm done...



1 comment:

the walking man said...

Yeah man it's OK to be comfortable with your bargains with your god as long as you understand there is no holy requirement to blog. I forgot that for a time.