but so is life.
and you never know,
maybe you end up getting ass raped in a state run nursing home
by an angry orderly with a touch phobia?
but at least when he's done with you, he
pushes your wheel chair back in the corner
so you don't have to watch him go through you sock drawer,
stealing what few meager personal possessions you have left;
maybe your grandmother's rosary
or your father's pocket knife?
you're drinking a casserole through a straw each night
and that might be the best case scenario
because the alternative
is a protein drink being pumped into your stomach
via a feeding port,
but at least there's reruns of all in the family to keep you busy
until your bi-weekly sponge bath/ass raping...
listen to me.
i've lost myself
lost my focus
my happy place...
back to the photo.
these types of lighting conditions are difficult
but i'm pretty happy with how this one turned out.