Friday, July 14, 2017

i just typed a few paragraphs of bullshit

i won't post them tonight
or delete them
i guess i'll hold onto them
until i feel like they're not bullshit anymore

but that might be awhile
because i feel pretty fucked up
and there aren't too many words
that i can say
or type
to get that out there

that are worth reading

by anyone,
including you.

Tuesday, July 11, 2017

july, 2017

i don't have much to say really.
things are ok
but i'm kind of down...
maybe it's because i'm thinking about my mother
she died 4 years a go, right around now.

or maybe it's because i'm sick in my soul?

either way
those are both pretty shitty things
to have to deal with...